Sunday, December 14, 2008

We have put our fertility on hold and in his hands

We have decided to put our fertility in his hands instead of our own,I have been going through some things lately and do not like the person I have become. We are not directly takeing our fertility in our hands nor are we preventing. It's all up to him now.

2 comments:

Adrienne Davis said...

Hi,

I found your blog while on another blog and am sooooo relating to where you are at. I just want you to know that I feel your pain and also have so much in common with you. I am a mommy of six desperately wanting to feel and smell a new born baby again. It has been over a year since my husband and I decided we no longer wanted to prevent conception. My youngest just turned 4. I just got my period a few hours ago and my heart is acheing! I am 40 so, I know my days are numbered.

I just wanted you to know that you are not alone- I too have decided i need to take a break. I wont prevent anything but I wont "try" this month like I have been every month. I know this is all in the Lords hands. He led me to the decision to have more if he desired and so I have to accept that this is his will.

Much love and encouragement to you. I will keep you in my prayers.

Love,
Adrienne
mommyofsix@verizon.net

Marcia said...

Wow, I know how hard that decision was for you. I had to make it, too. Jesus, is the only answer. He hears all of your prayers and knows exactly the right time to answer. I am still standing in faith after 13 years. I know with Jesus, all things are possible. We have been blessed with two beautiful children through adoption. I want to encourage to trust Jesus with all your heart and stay in your bible. You are in my prayers. Jesus so loves you. Marcia