Gosh this is soo hard!!!!

First, I'm so happy for all my friends around me getting pregnant. These babies are truly blessing,so why do I feel so jealous.I feel as if by the time I announce my pregnancy,I'll be all excited out for being excited for them. It's such a shame I feel like this, I know God has his timing, but gosh darn it I have waited for such along time to feel pregnant again,to breastfeed again,and have that new born smell again.

Please pray for God's comfort for me.

We had our first semen analysis yesterday.

My loving husband went yesterday and had his first semen analysis, the counts were great, I'm assuming. The Dr's office called and could not give me the information. The count was 63.50 x 10ml and 70% motility.

Today we on day 3,and counting.

Well, I have started my cycle so we are now onto day 3,and counting. It's funny b/c I had decided to check what my EDD would be and wouldn't you know it, the same EDD as when we were preggo with my Emily,on my sister's birthday. August 21st. Funny Emily came early though. I'm not so sure having the two so close in birthdays though.